I’ve been holding back on you guys. As I’ve told you before, I’m not very good at opening up. I mean, I am in some ways, but when it comes to the real emotional baggage, I don’t like to cause people to feel sorry for me or to think that I only complain. So here are the things that have been dragging me down since Alot to handle in list from, like I do:

• My niece is in a mental institution for children and teens because she threatened to kill her mother several times. It will help her, but we are all very scared and very emotional.
• My dad thinks he has stomach cancer. I don’t know why or how he thinks he has stomach cancer, but I know he hasn’t been feeling good and that is not a good sign. He’s never sick, not to mention he is the skinnest person I have ever seen and he smokes and drinks every day.
• CSG and I have been going through a trouble patch. I say trouble patch because I love him with every fiber of my being, but I have just been so moody because of the happenings up above that I just get fusturated with him and he doesn’t deserve that.
• The semester has been raping me in the ass essentially. It’s been really difficult, but it’s only going to get harder as the year(s) go on.

But, on the plus side, I just released to one of my best friends and she is amazing and asked excellent questions and is amazing- did I mention that already?

PS- I’ll keep you updated on the whole situation, obviously.