I would wake up early and watch the sunrise. I would call CSG and tell him that we’re spending all our money that day. I would then rush out and get a wedding dress, rings, get my hair and nails done and then get married to CSG. Then, we’d go to a fancy restaurant (with our wedding clothes still on) and get a steak with ice cream. I would make sure to watch the sunset that night as it was going to be the last one ever. Then, CSG and I would consummate our marriage and play the game of life and watch TV until the world ended.

That sounds like an absolutely wonderful day.

So, I am watching What Not to Wear and there is this episode with an ex-stripper and she had horrible self-esteem and she just wanted to stand out and be beautiful. Now, she keeps reiterating that she never thought she could be “this beautiful”. It’s amazing how this show can really transform lives. I know, I know. it’s a TLC fashion show, but I for one know how great it feels to have confidence and feel beautiful. This show is really great.

As for my life, I am moving back home for the month because my sister got me a job at her work!! It’s a job doing science-y things which is amazing because it pays well and it looks great on my resume. Also, moving back home will help my family out a lot since my dad can no longer work. His surgery is in 8 days. He was just put on pain medication because on Friday he was withering in pain. Poor guy. He is literally just skin and bones. He’s the skinniest man I have ever seen. I hate seeing him like this. It makes me so sad, so I’ll probably be depressed this whole month. Sorry. Not to mention that CSG will still be here. I’ll have to come out on weekends.

There is good news though! CSG and I are going camping this weekend!! I am so excited. He said we’re going to go on a boat ride and go to the beach and camp under the stars. It will be my first time camping. I hope it goes well. We’ll have been dating for two years! However, I think the most amazing feat is that we’ve been talking every day for three years. We always make sure to talk to each other every day and just hear what’s going on with each other. Even when I was not going to the same college. This relationship is amazing.

Hope July went as you hoped. Get ready for August!!